Poetry

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He walked up the steps… And stumbled inside…

Into the room at the top… Where the memory resides…

Of his pure innocence… Cruelly ripped away…

On a dark summer night… After a long hot day…

It’d started so brightly… Filled with endless love…

No hint of the evil… Descending from above…

In that room as he slept… And was quietly woken…

Subjected to such horrors… That left him just broken…

Unable to speak… And unable to smile…

It scarred him forever… His soul in exile…

Never spoken about since… Kept in secret & silence…

In fear that speaking out… May lead to violence…

So it was locked away… In a box labelled shame…

Forgetting the horror… Never speaking its name…

Moving on with his life… Smoothing out its creases…

Trying to live with it… And pick up the pieces…

But now he is back… After all those years…

Stood in that room… Holding back the tears…

With a knife in his hand… It’s time to submit…

Switch off his pain… And finally end it…

~ Copied from eyewillnotcry1973 (Go follow them!!)

My Apology… and a thank you

Hi Guys,

I just want to apologise for my lack of posting lately. I’ve got really low recently and just haven’t been motivated to do anything.

I’m hopefully going to see my Doctor next week so she should be able to help out.

Also I decided to take an autism test as my sister severely has it along with additional needs and I’ve often been told I might have it. So I took the test and it came back with there being an 86% chance of me having it to a moderate extent  so that’s a bundle of laughs – need to get that checked out too.

I’ve been self harming a lot more recently too which isn’t ideal, it being summer and all but there you go

There is one thing keeping me going – my semi colon

I have a semi colon drawn on the inside of my wrist in permanent marker – for those who don’t know the significance of this look up the Semi Colon Project – I’ll be writing a post about them soon along with a few other things I have in the pipeline.

So I just want to apologise again and also thank you all for sticking with me so far and remember – I’m hear to listen, tell me your struggles and problems and even if I can physically do nothing you’ll have my full support ( thatlisteningear@gmail.com)

Lots of love to you all 🙂

~ The Listener